It's been a long time since I have posted anything. I kind of fell into a hole, a rut that though you try hard to get out of it and think, "it's been months since I have posted, i should really post" you don't do anything but try even harder to stay away from the computer. Work is the real bitch. It has just zapped any creative, writing impulse out of me (writing about travel insurance will do that to you). Other than that things are humming along. I started attending a lost siblings group. It was oddly comforting and heartbreaking to have such a terrible thing in common with so many other women. I cried a lot, something that I haven't really been doing in public. It felt good to be sobbing and unconcerned that people felt sorry for me. We all felt sorry enough for ourselves, that there was no reason to pity anyone else in the group. On more yellow, uppity notes I bought a record player. It is so neat. My mom would have laughed if I told her that I had to read the directions to figure out how it worked. Funny, I can fiddle around with a computer but a record player, now that takes some necessary instruction. Mikey would have liked this record player. It's retro and looks like the grill of a car from the 50's but it is not kitchy. I borrowed a couple of records to play on it until I can get to my parent's house and nick all of Mikey's old records. I want to go back in time. (maybe that's my theme)
Okay well I am heading off to the library and the grocery store and some other odds and ends for the day. First I must shower (it's bad when you can actually smell yourself). I am debating should I wash my hair? Lazy, lazy Nina.